I have started "nesting" like crazy the past couple weeks, organizing all the closets and baby clothes and labeling everything. It may be a bit early to start nesting, but I can't help myself. Next up is painting and finishing the girls' room. I love that I can now call it the "girls' room." It is strange to me that Reagan is not the "baby" anymore. She knows the baby is in my tummy and gives her kisses often. I still can't seem to fathom the fact that she is definitely growing up. She is such a girly girl now. She loves to dress up and dance and sing. She always entertains us with her performances. Just in the past week, she has even gone poopoo in her potty chair and just today brought her potty seat to me, screaming. Apparently it was urgent! I rushed into the bathroom and set her down on the toilet and heard a little tinkle almost immediately. I don't know if this is just a coincidence, and I am not ready to push her into anything she isn't absolutely ready for, but it's times like this that make me realize how grown up she really is becoming. I must admit, it does scare me. Being a first-time parent to a toddler has me feeling very inadequate at times. I feel so much more prepared to take care of a newborn than a toddler, but at the same time, Reagan teaches me so much every day and is such a loving and peaceful girl that I wouldn't even give up the times when I want to pull all of my hair out! (Which is a daily occurence).
Some things that have made me smile this week:

She always wants to wear her Supergirl costume and on this particular occasion looked at Jason's comic encyclopedia for an hour, upside-down. =) She makes her daddy proud.

We just got over a short (but what seemed like forever) bout of sickness in our home. Reagan had croup and had never been so sick. I was exhausted after a week of her not being herself and not sleeping at all. One night, at like 3am when she wouldn't sleep, we were just cuddling on the couch watching something on tv when she just starts holding and rubbing my hand, while putting her other arm around me. It was a precious moment that literally brought tears to my eyes. Love her so much and love that she is so affectionate to us. I hope she is always this way, but at some point, I don't think kids still like to hold their parents' hands?


















